Author: termberkden

I am a writer, a software engineer, and a refugee from the punk/metal/new wave/my-God-what-did-we-do-last-night daze of the San Francisco scene. I write, I run, I actually stop and smell the roses, I meow back at cats, and I pet strange yet friendly dogs.
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Writing Fiction and Songs and the Real World – Inspired by A Fairy Tale of New York

“I have that stupid White Zombie song stuck in my head”. That’s the very first line of my short story The Vehicle of Damnation. It’s said by a crusty punk who walks up to the main character, a woman she has not seen in more than a year. I like that line, and I like …

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Pest – An excerpt from my newly published novel The Falling Circle

This is an excerpt from my recently published novel The Falling Circle, available for Kindle on Amazon.coom https://www.amazon.com/Falling-Circle-Jeffrey-Matucha-ebook/dp/B07K7NVKBW/ Pest     Clink, clink!     Preston’s head stirred. He heard the muffled mumblings of someone in the hallway.     Clink, clink! Thump!     What th’ fuck?     The voices would rise and pitch, getting louder and then quieter.     Clink, clink! Preston raised …

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A Job – An excerpt from my newly published novel The Falling Circle

This is an excerpt from my recently published novel The Falling Circle, available for Kindle and in good ol’ paper book form on Amazon.com https://www.amazon.com/Falling-Circle-Jeffrey-Matucha-ebook/dp/B07K7NVKBW/ A Job It was with some reluctance that Preston agreed to meet Miss Griffith. The only thing he knew about Miss Griffith was that she had, as Tam put it, …

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Trump and the N-Word Tape: Why it Matters

Amid all of the Trump Twitter rants and various 45 scandals and controversies is the revitalized subject of the Trump N-word tape, a topic that came to light before the election. True enough, the mention of a tape of him using the N-word was at rumor stage before the election, but it keeps coming back …

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Why I don’t Celebrate Father’s Day

My father died several years ago, but I did not bother telling very many people. Because they would always say “I’m so sorry.” And my response would be, “Don’t be. We weren’t very close.” Which is the very polite, watered-down answer. My father was a very selfish and angry man who never stopped taking out …

Running

Loneliness of the Slow Long Distance Runner

I am a long distance runner. I run three to four marathons a year, along with half marathons, 10Ks, 5Ks, and the occasional Ragnar Relay. Since 2009, when I ran my first marathon in San Francisco, I’ve run a total of twenty five marathons. On my bucket list is a twelve month span in which …

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Facebook: The Herald of Death, Driven by the well-meaning yet reckless.

What is it about the passing of a friend or family member that makes some people reach out on social media with abandon? Such is the world where individuals can exercise the power of mass media. Facebook is a very effective way of disseminating information, which can very much be a good thing. Old friends …