Author: termberkden

I am a writer, a software engineer, and a refugee from the punk/metal/new wave/my-God-what-did-we-do-last-night daze of the San Francisco scene. I write, I run, I actually stop and smell the roses, I meow back at cats, and I pet strange yet friendly dogs.
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The Pizza Connection – An Excerpt from my novel A Long Slow Aftermath

An excerpt from my recently published novel A Long Slow Aftermath,. Preston comes home and visits his neighbors, who supplement their working class income with a pizza connection.      Preston walked Toshi back to the house so she could get back to work. He walked down the driveway and into the backyard to get to …

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Quotes from my novel A Long Slow Aftermath

These are quotes from my recently published novel A Long Slow Aftermath,, the story of Preston, a working class punk who is trying to get his life together after leaving a drug rehab. Think of them as mini-excerpts! Preston deals, not only with a wide array of interesting and too-interesting characters, but also with his …

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Definitions of Masculinity – Man Cards, Sheet Stays, and Stupid Sports

A woman once questioned my masculinity because she saw me eating a piece of biscotti. “What kind of man eats biscotti?” she asked with a sneer. I was a little confused. I looked at the biscotti and then looked back at her. “A man who likes almonds?” I volunteered in an unsure attempt to reaffirm …

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Infused With the Spirit of a Goddess – My Friend and Muse Marian Anderson

I’ve met an impressive array of people over the years. From self-destructive punks, to big time drug dealers, to wild sex workers, to fire-breathing leftists, to people who went beyond grabbing life just by the throat. Having gone through everything I’ve been through in the club, drugs, and alt-underground scenes, it takes a remarkable person …

Fiction, Social Media

The Blind Leading the Sighted: Help me develop a blind character for my novel!

My name is Jeffrey Matucha. I have six novels on Amazon and I am currently working on my seventh novel titled A Long Slow Aftermath. In this novel I have a blind character named Toshi who is significant part of the story. This is a questionnaire that I have created for blind people because I …

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Coffee Walk – An excerpt from my novel-in-progress A long Slow Aftermath

    This is an excerpt from my novel-in-progress A Long Slow Aftermath, coming out in January. This scene is the very beginning of the work in which we meet Preston and his friend Toshi, his friend-and-landlord’s girlfriend. This is a work in progress so any feedback appreciated!      “She used to let me crash at her …

Addiction and Recovery, Mental Health

A Tale of Two Parents – Surviving, Resentment, and Redemption

Last September I lost my mother. She died unexpectedly one day, all at once. She was my last living parent, as my father had passed on a few years before. My father did not die unexpectedly. His body had been ravaged by cancer. It spread throughout his body and his death was drawn out and …

Addiction and Recovery, Crazy Punks, Fiction

Sex Talk – An excerpt from my novel-in-progress A Long Slow Aftermath

    This is an excerpt from my novel-in-progress A Long Slow Aftermath. This scene introduces the main character Preston’s Narcotics Anonymous friends Haste and Durant as they talk about the art of going South of the border!      “I swear, I can still taste her,” said Haste.      “Taste her?” asked Preston.      “Her pussy. I …